VIOLET REDUX

Hey guysss I'm going to say this because I think today is the day. And what I'm thankful for today is for God's love. I mean what better way to start my series right. A lot of people know me from what they see and a few from what they've heard. All probably not so great ways to figure me out, but you did what you can you know 😂. What most people don't know is what I deal with behind the scenes. The battles I've had with insecurity, weight gain, depression, anxiety, verbal abuse, emotional abuse, even in some cases, physical. I won't go into detail, but I will let something that's deep out because I had to pray before this post. And it's pretty nerve wrecking, don't sign off so quick though. I know what you're thinking ah she has gone and come, and she's depressed no trust me every day is a brand-new day in the journey to being your best and most legit self. A lot of people dealt with, and still deal with suicide urges o...

I used to be ashamed of being who I want to be You think because I’m a woman then I really can’t be me  You think cause I’m black then I really can’t be free  Well screw all your stereotypes cause God loves all equally I wanna be the president I really want to rule  Not cause I think I’m better cause I know what I can do  Cause every life we lose it makes me feel so confused Like is this really what my country has amounted to This isn’t just a poem  It’s a clear out declaration  I am Nigerian it’s my home and it’s my nation  I’m tired of killings and I’m tired of the pain  I’m 18 and I’m scared will I see the next day  Will I see my matriculation, my certification or convocation, or will I make it to my next birthday This is a call to everyone who thinks that they can do better  Everyone who knows now won’t be forever  When you leave your country you open doors up There’s evil there’...

Hey guys! I'm back with a very special and interesting one today and one that you'll need to share with your friends after hopefully Okay as most of you know I dance, I'm a dancer and this whole post revolves that a little. Ever since I started officially dancing which was about 3 years ago I've always been in groups. My first crew Ground Shakers, we had one gig but still. Then my church dance crew blazone which was an amazing Two  years but i had to leave them for a short while I was in this crew called UDX that was when I got a taste of my first actual open performance experience. And now Dynastie which is a crew that I hope we last honestly it seems like my last. Any way because I've been in quite a few I've picked up a couple of things and from other researches. So the secret the proper crew is pretty cool and easy but hard. Now it has less to do with technique or skill and more to do with connection with crew members. A lot of times people get i...

Hey guys happy easter❤ If you're a Christian Easter is a little bit different then the regular holiday. Cause it's 3 days when you celebrate the greatest sacrifice and also the greatest show of love ever made by anybody in the world. And its crazy to think someone would actually legit die for us but Jesus did. And he resurrected today. So hallelujah I wrote that little snippet a while ago when I was a mess of feels and I decided to put it out there today to let everyone know it's okay and it's going to be okay. Sometimes as teenagers or youths we deal with a lot more than we can handle, school, family, friends, non-friends, religion and struggling to find yourself. And you may just discover you're upset or sad. Or For girls when hormones kick in. It's terrible. I just wanted to tell every guy or girl who's hurting out there that it will all work out. I'm 18 I haven't gotten life figured out to any point but in the end I know it will be okay. S...

She was beauty Raw and uncut In her finest form like a rare diamond She was pain Heartbreaks and headaches Depression and regression Like a shattered piece of China She was life Whole and hearty Could make or break you Could end or reignite you She is woman An unorthodox gem ready to be discovered She's in the mirror when we look everyday She is there when we laugh In our tears when we can't She is strong She is resistance She is hope She is woman Through oppression she fought Through debris of unequal rights she rose Through sexism she surmounted Through fear of rape She overcame Through unfair laws she submerged Through abuse she defended herself Through double standards she held her head high She is proud We are proud We are women. 💢💢💢💢💢

Hey guys. So I'm back with a post that will definitely shake a few tables 😂😂😂 But i had to do it. It's okay to give up on people, that's something I've had to learn the hard way. The way I am personally it's very difficult to cut people off. Lord knows if you were important to me a few months ago I still care about you. But that has jeopardized my own heart and my own feelings, and I'm sure a bunch of you can relate. Some relationships are toxic either intentionally or unintentionally. Those are the ones we need to focus on letting go off. The relationships that cause us grief, the relationships that cause us to question our beliefs and values. If in a relationship you are always apologizing even when you're not the one who's at fault, cut it off. Cause it's a sense of dependency that we'd be better without, when you keep apologizing you'll build the habit and you'll never be able to speak up When you need to. If in a relations...