Lord, I'm a mess

Hey guys

So it's been a long time since I wrote anything i felt like posting , which means I have written a few things but nothing seemed right to post.

But today at 5 am I got this huge burst of inspiration and now I want to change the word😂
Seems typical though I always talk about changing the world but I know I will cause I will start by changing me.
Anyway so I wrote this and I think it'll inspire a lot of people so remember to give feedback.

Lord I'm a mess
I'm not clean I'll admit
I said what I did and I did what I shouldn't

I wake up unsure of the day
If you still love me
Or if you're tired of me living this way

I cried and I cried
And I searched for a sign
Tell me there's hope
Tell me there's time

You said in your word "she will always be mine"
So why am I so lost, simply one of the 99
Even though I'm not different

I'm part of the crowd
I love you till death and I'll love you aloud

Cause I don't have to please anybody 

That's not you
I'm here because you said
"Obehi your story isn't through"

Sometimes you don't answer
And it gets really bad
All the bad decisions
I carry on my back

But the thing is in the end
You don't ever judge me
I'm broken bruised
But you still love me

When I lied
When I stole
When I did stuff I shouldn't
You still showed me love when no one couldn't

I'm probably never going to
Get this living right thing right
But I guess it's a good thing you told me
If you want it you have to fight.

 Okay so that's it

I hope you liked it, if you did share and comment, get the word out.

P.S. So I will be working alongside a friend of mine Mishael on her YouTube channel 'Brownandslim' tap the link to watch her video if you want to get feel
'Brownandslim is a platform I created to talk about issues that really matter to every youth, there will be laughs but it's time we all took out lives serious. So tune in to get for information and know more'
_Mishael

Daily devotionals with Mishael and Obehi is a platform where both of us share anything either a video or a write-up concerning God's word that we came across, and we come together with a video call or anything and we discuss what we have learnt. Join us when you please.

So that's what we're going to be doing. Its not like a boring devotional, it's interactive, we go live on instagram, video calls all that stuff.
It's by teens for teens basically.
Most deff you should subscribe to her channel and follow this blog if you're interested. Send a dm to our instagram account @teensforchrist18


Happy New year's eve guys,
Lets change things up next year.