Not today Satan ✨

Hey guys

So I wrote this post on a morning that sucked, so I woke up that day, absolutely happy, it’s a friend’s birthday and all and not up to an hour later I was crying, very sad story if you heard it you’d probably get angry too. So as the avid writer I am I started writing and I wrote this very long paragraph then I stopped.


Let me give a  little bio of me, I don’t like talking about my problems, if I’m sad or mad I won’t talk about it, it’s very rare, like at all. So on that day something eating me up came out, because I didn’t intend on it and the reaction from the person was shocking, like I couldn’t talk, then the things the person said again like a very important person o I won’t drop descriptions though. Anyway, the person finished saying whatever and I was crying so I stopped, cause I just knew I shouldn’t be crying, then questions came up of whys life so hard why can’t it be easy for once, yunno if I was meant to be great and all why is everyday terrible one way or the other.


Then a voice came to me and said because you refuse to renounce sorrow, so I rarely hear God and I don’t know how I know it was sha him, but it was. I got angry and started saying not today Satan, cause I am tired of getting hurt and crying every day, and I am sick of feeling less than, for everything I’ve been through and the amount of times I have had to force myself to smile I deserve to be happy o.
It’s a lot most times, us basically forcing ourselves to be happy, but if we realize that we legit need to look the problem, hurt, anger, and pain in the face and say wait first, I need a minute to smile and be happy, we’re good.
Also something I want to add, if you’re an artist, pain is necessary, I heard on Sunday that pain births worship so I’ve been worshipping a lot lately lol,


So I hoped you enjoyed this post and youre a lot happier from now on, as usual yall are the shiz for all the buzz VR is getting, thank you guys. The ig user is @violetreduxblog make sure to hmu. byeeeee